And bloody hell, that hurt so much! Something is just broken between us. Like there is this distance and whatever I do, it's never gonna be enough to erase it. I don't know, I just feel so far away from her.
But I have a story with my mom and right now. Because when you talk to a stranger you have no story with this person, so it's okay if he doesn't react correctly. I can't have a real relationship with her. But I can't just pretend it's not how things are, now. Because we have our own business to take care of. All the times she looked at me without really seeing me. All the times she ignored my call for help. All the times she joked about my physic or personality.
All the times she didn't trust me or betrayed me. All the times she yelled at me and made me feel worthless. All the times she didn't take me in her arms while I was about to cry. When I look at her, I see all the times she left me to cry in my room. Sad Love Messages for Girlfriend Sad Paragraphs about Love Heart Touching Sad 1. There are just so many things she ignores and doesn't see. In my essay, I discuss the idea of 10 Paragraphs About A Sad Girl. And most of the time, she just makes me feel even worse by saying mean things she probably doesn't think. She has no clue what's going on my crazy mind or on my troubled heart. But she has no idea how I am, how I truly am. Like I love her and I will always love her. Today is Mother's Day and it just makes me realize how I have zero connection with my own mother, how I have lost my relationship with her because of my depression.
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